Exactly two years later...

With that title you'd think I went on a church mission! NO WAY! A mission is definitely not in the stars for me! Exactly two years later I am still single, and where am I today? Sitting in the exact place I was when I wrote the blog about saying goodbye to her.  Interesting how much time can pass and so little changes. I honestly believe I've come to terms with the fact that she never wants to be with me again and that I should, and need to move on. So as we can see I've made very little progress.  I went on one not really a date, made some moves in the right direction with a completely different girl than the not so date. Those moves fell short though. Guess that's what I get for being in this small town. Girls don't come out of the closet here. Why, I'll never know. Guess I moved a little faster than what she was ready for, and of course some stuff happened in her personal life that made things difficult for her. Although I've made known to her that I'm still here and still available when she's ready.  So maybe eventually. I'm in no hurry I so don't want to screw anything up with any potential partner. While I'm not patient, and SO ready to settle down you can't climb the ladder without using the rungs. :) So for now I'll just continue to be me, and maybe someone else or that girl will come around in time.