Here we are again, Welcome back!

Hello again, my dear old friend. I've spent a lot of time trying to figure this world out on my own, and it hasn't gotten me very far. Here is a reintroduction into my life. I am LuEllen, I am 27, I work in retail, still. I choose to work overnight for my own sanity. I am a lesbian. I am married to the most incredible woman. I define myself as Just LuEllen. For a long time that felt like all I was. Now I know its not, I am so much more. However its going to remain my username because I've grown to love it.  I have lofty goals for myself. I've never been truly sure of what I wanted to be when I grew up and here I am finally with a solid idea of that. I have a couple unsuccessful attempts at higher education. I have spent countless hours soul searching trying to find the meaning of my life, and I am finally feeling a bit at peace. I may not have found my direction, but I am taking my life and 2020 in my hands. That way I can make my way to the outcome I've always been hoping for.

Annie and LuEllen Thanksgiving 2019

 I'm not sure what this will end up being. I don't know if I've thought that far in advance. I'm going to write it out for you now though. I intend to post at least once a week. Whether it will be a book review of my latest read, or something that overwhelms me with the need to post. I plan to keep a journal of my thoughts so I can compose them for you all here in a way that makes sense. Please forgive me in advance, I am not the best with grammar and punctuation. I apologize for any current, and future mistakes. I hope you will forgive me of my run-on sentences.
 As you can see I've left a few posts from the past. I took the time to go through them and decide which were too important to move over to the draft file. A majority of my past posts did not make the cut. I was a moody teenager. I did choose to leave a few that showed my vulnerabilities, and important self realizations. I used to live my life as an open book, now I choose to keep a lot to myself. I feel as though the journey I am on is too important to leave everything out in the open. Please join me on this journey, together we will discover new things. We will remember the past, and learn from it. Hold me accountable and I will do the same for you.